i am very mixed up at the moment
i'm very happy yet i'm very sad

Good News:
i'm very very very VERY happy cause
GEARS OF WAR 2 CAME OUT YESTURDAY
i precorder the collectors eddition
and it is amazing!
it still has the same gameplay as
Gears 1 but it's on crack!
i've been waiting for it for a year
and they seriously did a great job on it!
i'm gonna go play it when
i'm done with this shit

Bad News:
me and Ashton broke up
we were having some troubles
and we were fighting alot
and i was trying to change and be
more sensitive to how he feels
yet he was not trying to help me
i just felt like i was the only one
trying to make things in our
relashonship work but he was not
putting ANY effort in and thats no good

so Gears 2 is amazing and i guess
i'll just use that to distract me
from my broken neglected heart
because i love him but...
things are just hard and i want
to be with him but relashonships take
work no matter how in love you are
people fight and it takes time to work
things out but he just wouldn't support me

i want him back but maybe me
breaking up with him will make him
appreciate me more and make him relieze
that he has to work on things just
as much as i do and yes i admitt
i can be a bit naggy and bossy
but it's my way of showing i care
and i'll work on that for him
but he has to work with me for the things
he does that drive me crazy and be willing
to try to make things work between us

but for now i'm alone
so i'll just have to suck it up
because i dont know if we'll be
together again

maybe he was right all these years
maybe we are better off friends


0.o'


ALRIGHT STOP THE SADNESS
i'm going to have sex with my 360
while i'm playing Horde