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Teh Confusion

Fri Oct 19, 2007, 9:59 AM
i'm so off beat
i was doing great when i came back from the hospital
but i guess all the stress caught up to me...
with school... that boy... teh rejection...
i'm not doin so hot
i don't want anyone to freak...
but my suisidal thoughts are coming back
and i feel stupid cause it's like i didn't learn my lessons the first time...
and the crap with conrad... i mean of cource i still have feelings for him i went out with him for a year, thats a huge chunk of my life i spent with him.
and now feelings are awquard, confusing, strange.
i'm not sure what to do about things going on around me.
i really miss hanging and talking to my girlfriends
like sami, kate, liz, and hopefully i'm getting together with lauren soon.
anyway i'll stop complaining.
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  • Mood: Disbelief
  • Listening to: alot of loud people
  • Reading: me and conrad's old notes
  • Watching: my hand shake
  • Playing: the depression game
  • Eating: nothing
  • Drinking: nothing

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DO NOT GO BACK TO CONRAD. Don't you fucking dare.

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Evil is a concept most don't understand; we don't do bad things because we are bad people, we just don't know of anything else.
who else wants me...?

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Brittany Ann Bevans
LV
~Random at Heart~
NO ONE!!!!

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Brittany Ann Bevans
LV
~Random at Heart~
IT DOESN'T MATTER IF NOBODY WANTS YOU RIGHT NOW you can't go back to the asshole who is practically trying to control your life. GET YOUR FUCKING HEAD STRAIGHT. Not everyone finds true love in high school.

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Evil is a concept most don't understand; we don't do bad things because we are bad people, we just don't know of anything else.
i'm not looking for true love, i'm desperate for love in genral

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Brittany Ann Bevans
LV
~Random at Heart~
Love is many things.

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Evil is a concept most don't understand; we don't do bad things because we are bad people, we just don't know of anything else.
it's everything...and i have nothing

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Brittany Ann Bevans
LV
~Random at Heart~
I wub you darling!

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hello ^^ if you don't get away from me right now I will Castrate you with rusty spoon
thanks kate..

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Brittany Ann Bevans
LV
~Random at Heart~

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